Erica ([info]prancerqt) wrote,
@ 2008-09-24 20:25:00
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Worst LJ updater Ever....
See a slightly different kind of survey under the cut and comment if you like!


Wants 'N Wishes


What did you want to be when you grew up?
A vet...but what 7 year old with a dog doesn't want to be a vet!

In what way do you wish your childhood was different?
I wish my dad was more involved in things that I enjoyed.

What kinds of things did you want for Christmas as a kid?
Roller blades, bikes, etc.... NOT barbies and make-up

Did you wish you were an only child?
Never, I liked having sisters.

Did you want to move out of your parent's house as soon as you could?
Yes...and I pretty much did.

Is there somebody you wish you could be with right now?
Well, I always wish I could be with Dom, but I've been missing my sister from Seattle a lot lately, so I'd say her.

Is there one thing you want that you know you will never have?
Closure and an apology....I'm leaving it at that.

If you had one wish guaranteed to come true- what would it be?
To be married for the rest of my life with healthy/happy kids.

Did you ever want to be like someone else to fit in?
Yes, in 5th grade I was so close to being a cool kid and I tried to be just like them, but I didn't quite fit the mold

Have you ever wished someone would just die?
No, because God-forbid it ever happened, I couldn't live with myself.

Do you want a family life right now?
Yes

What's one thing you would change about yourself right now?
I'd be motivated to kick my own ass into shape.

What do you wish looked different in your appearance?
I wish I was skinnier and had better hair. My hair frustrates me somedays!

Do you wish you were somewhere else?
Nope, I'm happy as a clam

What do you hope to accomplish in your life?
I hope to be happy above all...whether I'm happy in a cardboard box alone, or happy in a house with my husband and kids.

What's one wish, besides "happiness", that you'd give to all your friends?
Security

What is the number 1 thing you want out of a relationship?
Someone to be silly with.

What's something you wish you never had done?
Devalued myself and my future spouse by giving of myself to much.

Would you want to be extremely rich or extremely smart?
Rich, because then people will think I'm smart. If i'm smart and poor people will think i'm dumb and crazy for not using my intelligence to improve my situation

Is there something you wish you could tell someone?
To a patient from work. "I love you and knowing you will die is the hardest thing for me to deal with. When it happens, my world will never be the same"

Do you make wishes when a digital clock says 11:11?
Yes, always

Are you in the field of the career you always wanted?
I'm closer than I was before

What do you wish was different about mankind?
I wish we were more compassionate to those who have the least. I wish would learn that being poor is not a reason to have shitty health care. I wish we could see beyond ourselves.

What's one material thing you don't have but wish you could get?
A house

What do you want for dinner tonight?
I already ate

How old were you when you started really wanting the opposite sex?
7th grade ish

Is there someone you slept with that you wish you hadn't?
Yes, multiple someones

Do you wish on shooting stars?
I've only seen them once or twice, but I don't think I wished on them...i was too in awe

Name one person you'd want to be with right now-friend, family, or relationship:
Dom....the usual

Do you wish you had a different family?
Not any more....though there were times when I was younger that I wish I did.

Do you ever feel like you want too much out of life?
Yes, but then I realize that I have all I could possibly need right now

What do you want to happen tomorrow?
I want my day at work to go smoothly.

What's one thing you wish could change about the economy?
Just give it some stability. Calm everyone down.


Do you ever wish you could be numb to emotions?
Nah, then i'd be dead

Have you ever laid in bed at night praying a certain someone calls you?
Nope...when i lay in bed, I want to be sleeping!

Have you ever wanted to date someone who was "below" you in social status in high school?
I think i have dated those people....ugh

Who do you think would make a good president?
I have no idea....

What memory do you hope to never forget?
My first "I love you" with Dom

Do you make wishes on your birthday?
Yes, but i don't really remember what they are

Do you want a cigarette right now?
No thanks.

Do you wish you were famous?
No, i hate being the center of attention

What do you want to do this weekend?
Move into Dom's apartment

Who do you wish was still in your life?
I dunno

Who is someone you'd do anything for to ensure their happiness?
Dom and my sister

What is a hobby or pastime you wish you'd pick up?
Working out

Do you want to make love to someone right now?
If I had the option, of course, but it's just my roommate and I....awkward!

Do you wish you were younger?
I like being 25, i just wish i didn't find the 3 grey hairs!

Do you wish you didn't know now what you didn't know then?
What?!

What do you hope and or are expecting to happen this year?
I hope to plan my wedding!

Do you want another chance at something?
Nope....once was enough




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[info]deciphering_me
2008-09-25 08:03 pm UTC (link)
Hey hey, thanks for your message on facebook. I haven't explored any alternative medicine yet, but I've been considering it. I had an appointment on Monday and was told my latest blood work had one of the tests come back positive for parvovirus so that may have something to do with my inability to kick this. I had a CT scan of my abdomen that shows I have a screwy gall bladder so I have to set up a consultation with a surgeon to see what needs to happen in that area. It's super frustrating but I'm trying to stay calm and on an even keel instead of freaking out and causing more trouble for myself.

Enough about me, though. How are you liking your new position? Is it closer to what you're hoping for in terms of patient contact and what you're "allowed" to do?

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[info]prancerqt
2008-09-25 10:34 pm UTC (link)
Hey. I can't imagine how frustrating all this must be for you, but it seems like they are at least focusing on the right things now. Finding answers to some questions will hopefully unravel answers to the other ones. My dad actually had parvovirus when I was a kid and he was quite sick like you are for a while. It totally wears down the body and just took him a long time to recover. I wish I had more positive news, other than, it'll be better with time hopefully. And keep talking about it, if it gets you down, talk about it. Don't let your mental health suffer as a result of your physical health, if that's possible.

Things with me are good. The new job is working out nicely now that I'm not just in training mode. I really like my co-workers, but I don't so much love my boss. He's kind of a pompous doctor type...it's a little annoying, but i'll live with it. I'm moving in with my fiance, Dom, this comnig weekend, which is really exciting for me! I'm really looking forward to it! Hmm...other than that, life is just going along....as per the above LJ entry, my life is relatively boring :-p

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[info]anomybc
2008-11-12 03:24 am UTC (link)
I'm a little late here, but this was really fascinating. I feel like I know a lot about you from having read this, you know? A lot of really personal stuff in there. I'm glad you're with a guy now who really makes you happy, cuz I want you to have nothing but happiness and positive experiences for the rest of your life :)

Anyway, some quick random comments:

"If you had one wish guaranteed to come true- what would it be?
To be married for the rest of my life with healthy/happy kids."

Wow, you think totally differently from me. I would have said "I'd wish to be an invincible, immortal god with unlimited powers, knowledge of all things and shape-shifting abilities."

"Do you make wishes when a digital clock says 11:11?
Yes, always"

Really? I've never even heard of that before. Does that work? Maybe I should make a wish today..... it's 11/11 :)

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